insignificant.

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Batman pajamas and a princess pink blanket. (Taken with instagram)
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"But with no one in your bed, the night’s hard to get through"

(via karlielove14)
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I don’t really feel like drinking with you guys tonight. I love you all to death. But tonight I feel like making brownies by myself. I feel like reading Sylvia with bad tv as background noise until the sun comes up. I don’t know, i just..

I feel like growing.

#growth #happy #Sylvia
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My aunt committed suicide this morning. She attempted to, ended up in the hospital, and now she is almost dead.

I think I hate today.

And I hate myself for many reasons.

All I do is bitch on here. My readers are dwindling though. Maybe it’s affecting no one.

I hated today.

But excuse me while I make a list of things I love/things that make me happy:
- this music. music put together by people i’ve never met. music not intended for me.
- my family.
- the ocean that i will see on saturday.
- my friends.
- bubble baths. (sylvia is right)
- lotion
- happy text messages
- when i can make someone else happy
- the sun
- this storm
- being loved
- clean sheets
- high ceilings
- green
- health
- even my jaw
- the dead rose hanging upside down next to my door
- finn and jake
- hugs
- pancakes or anything breakfast
- togetherness
- soft sand
- seeing something happen that no one else sees
- reading
- writing
- my beautiful school
- stability
- really tall trees that make me feel insignificant
- tapestries
- chocolate
- favorite outfits
- yoga
- listening to dane sing
- listening to a song that used to be your favorite and remembering another version of yourself
- waking up next to someone
- when things work out perfectly
- simplicity
- holding hands in history
- love notes on my notes
- nice tables (people at the tables, tables are nice too though.)
- the guy who left me ten plastic rings all over my last table
- compassionate people
- taking a day for yourself
- a new bathing suit
- remembering something important
- remembering anything at all
- warmth
- dancing
- rain
- feeling infinite.
#suicide #astronaut #happiness
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1.We used to be in the clouds.

2. “Standing in dish pit imagining you dancing in the dancing square at your work. Then had a burst of holy shit I love her more than anything on the planet.”

3. People break up every day.

#every day #high
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What is your favorite color?

A simple question, I know. But, they told me in kindergarten that is how one makes friends.

greeeen.

and yours?

Blue

Although, different days sometimes have different colors.

oh yes.

i like yellow.

i don’t like orange.

What do green and Yellow say to you?

green says nature.

I don’t like orange either. It reminds me of oranges.

I agree with green.

yellow says… sunshine.

happiness.

like a happy aura.

should be yellow.

bright glowing yellow.

I understand, chick.

Do you mind me calling you chick?

Some women/girls don’t like it.

lol it doesn’t make a difference.

blue is good.

what does blue say?

breathe.

breathe, enjoy simpler things

Never forgetting to know that mystery paints life in a wonderful and strange fashion.

yes.

blue is warm.

and it’s ice.

And that everything seems to be intertwined

I agree, though too many people see it as too cold.

purple.

Purple is something different.

if purple were a person it would be wearing a mask all the time.

Purple marches to the beat of it’s own drum.

purple dances.

ribbony.

Purple dances because it is free

black is a tunnel.

Black causes you to lose sight of everything else.

black can go with so many other colors, but i feel like black would be lonely.

Black has to carry the sunshine.

Fully.

black is tall.

And strong.

But shy, I think.

and suffocating.

shy at first.

Like it doesn’t trust itself to be real.

black is a wallflower.

black watches purple dance.

with ribbons.

White is blacks absolution.

pink is made up.

They need to understand the other because they know they are strange.

And girly.

Yet, not gender-biased. Just a differnent understanding.

pink would be small.

delicate.

frail.

But, not afraid!

She has much muchness about her, for standing out in the world of sameness.

pink is pressured by society i think.

But, she is stronger for it.

pink would be insecure.

i think, she maybe will be strong in the end but for now she..

feels insufficient.

Struggles to get by?

yes.

insignificant.

But purple is born from strong parents,

They may not have understood all of the time, but they knew…

Knew she was going to make a differnce.

Change everything on the wheel, and for the better.

and yellow is confident.

i admire people who say their favorite color is yellow.

yellow is loud.

I sometimes don’t know how to respond.

i admire a lot.

Yet, welcome like a canary, singing in the window seal.

red!

Not like the crows, who can be far too loud.

Red is extreme!

red is missunderstood.

I understand

and probably misguided.

due to the way it is raised.

Red is trying to find it’s own way.

no one will let him/her.

red is love.

Because they all push too hard.

Red is love.

green is love. yellow is love. blue is love.

Purple and pink are love.

Love is everything and holds the keys to damnation or the stairway to heaven.

this was a beautiful conversation
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